stay still my roaming heart.

i'm experiencing such a range of emotions and feelings in such a short period of time.. that i feel like i'm going insane. my heart hurts. my chest hurts. i'm tired to the max.

i'm considering flying off to usa for easter. just cos i need a break from everything here. and cos i cannot be around ppl who'll just aggravate the wound, and won't let me heal. haha. the draw back home is getting stronger..